You guys are amazing, thank you!
Update: it's gotten worse, then better. We still don't know what is the problem and waiting on results of a biopsy. However... he's really better now! allowed to come home from the hospital this weekend .. yuppeee!!!!
Earlier in the week I was in bits to be honest, couldn't do anything really. So I picked up a brush and entirely ruined a brand new poplar panel with this attempt at bringing some 3d colour in my eyes - only second time I'm using liquin impasto, and I really loved it.
I have to come up with a way to recover this painting. It started with zero design in mind, and now of course I have to fill in the spaces between those traces of trees, not to even mention the background needed in the bottom for the reflection...
it might take me years to come up with a way of transforming this into a painting, but wanted to share :-)