So Sorry To Hear Of Your Loss(sorry only pic of color is a nude)
So Sorry for your loss. My Condolences to you and to your SO.
I have had good luck with a simiar color by using P264 ivory and S448 Dk brown blended to make this color for my Polanisian ladies. I'll ad a pic. If this is the color your wanting, its 2 parts ivory to 1 part Dk brown more or less to tase. Good luck.
With persistance and determination anything is possible.